August 13, 2012 - 1
It’s been awhile but I’ve decided it’s time to come back.
Plan for the year: cut coffee, pop, and eating out so much and instead lose 20lbs and 2 waist sizes. I miss my old pants.
ceelong asked: Can you post something new please? :)
what is new, but a concept of time.
February 20, 2012 - 1
Hard at work.
Maybe I should clean my desk. Then again, I want a new desk.
I’ve decided to do some work now so I won’t be crammed with it all at the end of the week. I’ve been going crazy every morning thinking about my future and what to do. I literally lie in bed just thinking about what I would do if I don’t get a PEY job or even what type of job I want to get.
Though I’ve been reading Making Idea’s Happen which I hope will help me figure and organize myself.
February 19, 2012 - 2
Just finished first session of squash.
Wow it’s not what I expected but I like it. Hopefully I can keep it up.
February 19, 2012 - 1
About to go play squash for the first time.
A little nervous and I hope people don’t watch, I’m not in the mood to impress anybody today.
I also found out something today which I guess was expected. I’m not sure how to react to it.
February 18, 2012 - 1
Squash racquet and balls.
So after my first attempt at doing cardio at the gym to lose some fat I realized I just can’t run for no reason. It may be just a physical thing, but I also think its a mental thing. I think it’s just a waste of time, so I thought, how can I do cardio more productively, and duh, through a sport! So there are squash courts in the gym I use so I figured I’d take that up instead of running.
Competition always breeds motivation. Since my friend agreed to start squash with me, this will be interesting to see how this turns out.
February 15, 2012 - 1
It hit me, while walking down my street, the reason to let go. It’s a nice feeling, sort of relieving, but it’s time to move on. There’s nothing to wait for and no more hoping otherwise, there’ll be others out there, for both you and me. Maybe our paths will cross again, maybe it won’t, but I’m not too worried about that right now.
I’m going to focus on my future, to be more specific, my career. There are things I need to figure out about myself and what I want in my life and I think that’s just part of growing up.
My friend says the moment you stop looking, someone will find you. I’m done looking, but I’m not going to sit here and wait for someone to find me.
Things change, people change, but life continues to move along and I’m determined to be one step ahead of it.
February 13, 2012 - 1
My Algorithms and Numerical Methods notes.
In class and I have the greatest urge to go swimming and do painting. I hate painting, but I just feel like doing that.
Things are feeling great, I woke up at 730, had a morning shower for the first time, its a different lifestyle, for the better. I’m not going back to what it used to be, but I look forward to the possibilities ahead.
February 12, 2012 - 2
Me in bed.
So there’s a jits tournament at school this Friday and all I can think about is that this is what we’ve practiced for. This is supposed to be our time to shine together. I get so excited and disappointed.